Monday, May 19, 2008 - :

haha.. stop it with the comments people..
i thot nobody would read tis crap anymore..
and i'm not kental ok!! maybe a bit .. ok i am..
ok, to update u guys.. i'm a freaking teacher! yeay!!!!*bluek*
nobody will believe it, but, it was by accident that i got this job.. regretting it? no, not yet at least..
ok dis was how it went about..
zahedah(in case u dunno, she's officially my twin) and i had been job hunting for sumthing else besides teaching monsters.
we went about for 2 tiring, disappointing months.
so we decided to try student care.. but clever me.. i dialled the wrong no. and god noes how it lead to the pcf branch..
i tot den, mayb i juz give it a try.. there's a probability that i wont get in..
that day we were called in for an interview..
on that same very day we had other job interviews too..
but like the other countless interviews, i didnt put high hopes on any.

one fine day,to our surprised, both job offers called us for a second interview.
however, the first one i rejected the offer after the interview
as i'm the only one who got chosen..
ok now u may be wondering why i MUST find a workplace together with zahedah.. dats a long story to begin with.. so lets juz skip dat part..
later that afternoon, we went for the pcf interview,
it seemed we are fated to be a teacher.. we got the job on the spot..
i hate it!

i wasnt sure of my decision..
afterall, i dun think i ever thot of a variety of solutions or choices before..i'm quite dumb rite?
i dunno.. this is as sucky as ever..

hey people in case u've been calling me a few weeks ago and cant get thru, well my line got disconnected la.. but!! now its already been activated!

well back to my boring story(by now i tink people are falling asleep or shutting dwn their comp)..
on my first day of werk..
i have to teach the children IMMEDIATELY.. its like 'oh since u've been paid from today onwards, u shud start werking..'
its very shitty i tell u..
i was shocked. i wanted to scream and run..
but my legs were somehow glued to the floor..
when i came in.. nobody told me what i shud do..
on the spot i have to do all the checking.. after dat i have to conduct my lesson.. oh my.. it was a disaster.. i tell you, the kids were not as co-operative.. but i get used to it.. and it didnt took me dat long to settle down and reinforce a few stuffs with them..

now..
i felt this was alright..
its quite tough but i convince myself dat no job is an easy job..
no such thing as easy money..
u take risk or work hard to earn it...
every morning i woke up trying to delete yesterdays event that happened at workplace..
its not easy..
especially on mondays..
i always feel really low key when it comes to mon..
every week i count down the days..
now i noe what monday blues are..
well last time i thot, u could have that blues any other days too..
but now i noe.. mondays are exceptionally different..
what am i blabbing about..
i'm sleepy..
bye!

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