Saturday, September 08, 2007 - :

hi people..
i noe i've not been updating..
i'm very busy..
haiz..i werk everyday..
now since my hols started i've been travelling quite a number of times
to batam
malaysia and had lots of events like chalets, pit and stuff..
den after all dat, i realised..
enuf fun..time to work
so i went job hunting..
and surprise2..
i got a job at maybank on the spot..
i was shocked
i've no experience werking in the office
and to be part of banking stuff is totally something new..
i started werking the next day after the interview..how crazy was dat..
now..i'm really stress.. overtime everday..mon to fri..
werk at ikea during weekend..and i'm shag..
i got loads of werk to settle everyday..and its stressing..

oh ya..someone i knew at ikea died last sat..
i was shocked
a few days before he died i talked to him..scolded him in a way..
and i still cant believe he's gone..
its not that i'm close to him or anything..but it feels weird when u talked to that some1 then suddenly he's gone..
and i didnt even say sorry to him..oh gosh..

nowadays, i feel unhealthy haha..
i got migraine everytime after work..
bad eyebags
diarrhoea
now i'm starting to go on a diet.
and its miserable
i feel more sickly than ever
i'm not even sure whether its goin to werk..
i really want to lose weight..
been gainin since last month
and its hard to shed it
hopefully i can lose ard 6kgs in 2 weeks
haiz..
i'm not happy
i dunno why
not happy with my weight
not happy with my job
not happy with myself
and lots more..
too tired to list it down
and ya
i got tired easily..
haiz..whats happening to me..

~ **** EnUF sAiD ****~ 12:24 PM