Monday, May 19, 2008
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haha.. stop it with the comments people..
i thot nobody would read tis crap anymore..
and i'm not kental ok!! maybe a bit .. ok i am..
ok, to update u guys.. i'm a freaking teacher! yeay!!!!*bluek*
nobody will believe it, but, it was by accident that i got this job.. regretting it? no, not yet at least..
ok dis was how it went about..
zahedah(in case u dunno, she's officially my twin) and i had been job hunting for sumthing else besides teaching monsters.
we went about for 2 tiring, disappointing months.
so we decided to try student care.. but clever me.. i dialled the wrong no. and god noes how it lead to the pcf branch..
i tot den, mayb i juz give it a try.. there's a probability that i wont get in..
that day we were called in for an interview..
on that same very day we had other job interviews too..
but like the other countless interviews, i didnt put high hopes on any.
one fine day,to our surprised, both job offers called us for a second interview.
however, the first one i rejected the offer after the interview
as i'm the only one who got chosen..
ok now u may be wondering why i MUST find a workplace together with zahedah.. dats a long story to begin with.. so lets juz skip dat part..
later that afternoon, we went for the pcf interview,
it seemed we are fated to be a teacher.. we got the job on the spot..
i hate it!
i wasnt sure of my decision..
afterall, i dun think i ever thot of a variety of solutions or choices before..i'm quite dumb rite?
i dunno.. this is as sucky as ever..
hey people in case u've been calling me a few weeks ago and cant get thru, well my line got disconnected la.. but!! now its already been activated!
well back to my boring story(by now i tink people are falling asleep or shutting dwn their comp)..
on my first day of werk..
i have to teach the children IMMEDIATELY.. its like 'oh since u've been paid from today onwards, u shud start werking..'
its very shitty i tell u..
i was shocked. i wanted to scream and run..
but my legs were somehow glued to the floor..
when i came in.. nobody told me what i shud do..
on the spot i have to do all the checking.. after dat i have to conduct my lesson.. oh my.. it was a disaster.. i tell you, the kids were not as co-operative.. but i get used to it.. and it didnt took me dat long to settle down and reinforce a few stuffs with them..
now..
i felt this was alright..
its quite tough but i convince myself dat no job is an easy job..
no such thing as easy money..
u take risk or work hard to earn it...
every morning i woke up trying to delete yesterdays event that happened at workplace..
its not easy..
especially on mondays..
i always feel really low key when it comes to mon..
every week i count down the days..
now i noe what monday blues are..
well last time i thot, u could have that blues any other days too..
but now i noe.. mondays are exceptionally different..
what am i blabbing about..
i'm sleepy..
bye!
~ **** EnUF sAiD ****~ 1:04 AM
Saturday, September 08, 2007
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hi people..
i noe i've not been updating..
i'm very busy..
haiz..i werk everyday..
now since my hols started i've been travelling quite a number of times
to batam
malaysia and had lots of events like chalets, pit and stuff..
den after all dat, i realised..
enuf fun..time to work
so i went job hunting..
and surprise2..
i got a job at maybank on the spot..
i was shocked
i've no experience werking in the office
and to be part of banking stuff is totally something new..
i started werking the next day after the interview..how crazy was dat..
now..i'm really stress.. overtime everday..mon to fri..
werk at ikea during weekend..and i'm shag..
i got loads of werk to settle everyday..and its stressing..
oh ya..someone i knew at ikea died last sat..
i was shocked
a few days before he died i talked to him..scolded him in a way..
and i still cant believe he's gone..
its not that i'm close to him or anything..but it feels weird when u talked to that some1 then suddenly he's gone..
and i didnt even say sorry to him..oh gosh..
nowadays, i feel unhealthy haha..
i got migraine everytime after work..
bad eyebags
diarrhoea
now i'm starting to go on a diet.
and its miserable
i feel more sickly than ever
i'm not even sure whether its goin to werk..
i really want to lose weight..
been gainin since last month
and its hard to shed it
hopefully i can lose ard 6kgs in 2 weeks
haiz..
i'm not happy
i dunno why
not happy with my weight
not happy with my job
not happy with myself
and lots more..
too tired to list it down
and ya
i got tired easily..
haiz..whats happening to me..
~ **** EnUF sAiD ****~ 12:24 PM
Thursday, June 14, 2007
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all right people!!
haha..its not like i'm getting engage any sooner
juz bought it first
coz it comes in one piece only..haha
ok..lets put it aside..haha..
alright..get ready for beyonce's news update..
beyonce(i mean the real one) said yes to jay z..
next, she's been attached to some random childcare at Pasir Ris coz she dun want to spent all her 3 years of attachment in the same centre..
now, she's suffering from hypertension coz most of her students cant even write their ABCs at K2 level...*Wail*
recently, she bumped into Musang 3 days straight in a week!! <- thats record breaking
and 2 of the meetings she was as blurr as sotong..it took her 3sec to noe i'm in front of her..
dunno wat she's thinking..mayb my presence its like a wish came true, or juz another shocking nightmare bout me.
we went to parkway to get sumthing for stylo!
hope he likes the prezzie!
and talking about the evil musang, her nick juz popped on my msn..ouuh dats scary..speak of the devil..
oh ya , and my dear devil was an hour late and to add on..i have to waste another 1 more hour coz i ended earlier than her..so in total i waited for her about 2 hr or more than that..
luckily she treated me Famous Amos.
my werk place is going to treat me for a movie!yay!F4 yay!its tom!no its today oredi!yay!
i'm super hyper now!
drank too much nescafe during the day..and shit the effect took place only now..
during chn's nap time, i took a nap too..i think its more like a deep sleep..haha..crazy rite..today i was in charge some more..haha..i wonder what if i woke up and all my children are gone..hehe..one of my colleague gave me a packet of nescafe to keep me awake..i dun really drink coffee unless from starbucks or coffee bean..even those kinds gave me diarrhoea..
so i think u'll figure out wat happened..
yea..i went to the toilet 4 tiumes can!
and then i was super tired after shitting so much..dat during their chinese lesson..i took a nap again..haha
ok la..dats the end of CNA (cacanewsasia)
~ **** EnUF sAiD ****~ 1:10 AM
Sunday, May 20, 2007
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after a long tiring day at work..
i met hantu kacang with his mom and bro..
hehe..
he bought me a
trilogy diamond ring!!
whee!!!
but sadly..
i can only dance around with the receipt coz he kept the ring..
at first the stupid sales assistant said the ring i wanted was sold..but actually she's blind can
i was so bloody upset la..
when finally she found the ring
i shouted " That's the one ass!" and the people in the shop were looking at me can!
so paiseh!and i was with my future-mom-in-law(eei dats weird) some more
and musang,
i'm not getting married..yet
~ **** EnUF sAiD ****~ 12:30 AM
Thursday, May 17, 2007
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i feel alot better today..
a good sleep really help..
u noe, when something bothers u it is good to sleep away the pain
dats why they give sleeping pills to those stress fellas rite?
i really had a nice chat with Blizz
he chatted with me till 4am and he have to reach werk at 10am the next day..
oh man thanxs!
i really appreciate it..
then while i was sleeping soundly..
Ferhan called..
Thanxs eh!!
really disturbed my sleep can..
he forced me to werk..
haiz..dis saturday i'm gonna bite off ur head..
later this evening
i'm gonna watch 'Blades of Glory'
YaY!!
i really need a good comedy show now..
i need a good laugh..
~ **** EnUF sAiD ****~ 1:22 AM
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the nightmare..
it was reali sad..
i cant realli remember the details altho i wrote it sumwhere (smangat kan)
u noe rite after my 'fren' called about the crash,
i quickly watched channelnewsasia..
den b4 i sleep..i forgot to wash my feet..
wat i remember was..
the one in Taiwan was Hantu Kacang
the setting was quite logical in the sense that ..
i was lying on the couch while channelnewsasia still on teevee..
someone knocked on the door..
i wonder who came as it was v.late
it was him
den i told him..
i thot u're suppose to be in camp..
den he said..ouh there's a plane crash and apparently everbody gets to go home..
den i ask myself how could dat possibly be..
not that fast wat..
soon jadi pagi..
and i watched TMNT with him
then i realised he was really cold..
den he said blame the cold weather..
i tell u.. the way he looked at me..
it realy melts me and i was really2 sad..as tho i oredi noe dat he's dead in my dream..
then he gave me a keychain which is kinda stupid
den his mom called me..
he looked at me with that face again..
and i cried both in my dreams and reality..
my pillow was really damp..
den i cried again..coz the look really saddened me..
it is so pure and i dunno..i juz cant explain..
so that was it..
i slept back..and i was in the same dream again..
dis time i hugged him...but i was awakened by my mom..
who thot i pee in my sleep..
helo..i'm 19 oredi k..
i dun bed wet myself..
~ **** EnUF sAiD ****~ 12:22 AM
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
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i dunno why i've been unlucky these days
but there was a bad omen which i fear to share but i tink i should let it out..
u noe, everytime i texted or called
my love ones,
the time would show something like 04:44, 02:22, 22:22 and the list goes on
it was freaky can.
i told zaheda about it..
but she say its nothing
den i decided to tell Hantu Kacang..then suddenly when i hang up the phone it was 22:22pm!
den i juz ignore it..
suddenly a msg came in..
it was Hantu Kacang again to tell me it was a coincidence and i should have a good nite sleep..
den i say ok.. right after dat i set the alarm and gosh it was 1:11am!!!
not only that,
this thing was telling me that i have a full week of bad luck..
u see..
firstly,
my Hantu Kacang nearly got terminated from werk coz his company is downsizing
den
i saw an accident and the plate no. was similar to my birth date..
not only dat..
at a weird timing
my fren called to say he was fine, apparently there was a jet crash in Taiwan which was near his camp.
den in sch
i kept having bad luck
people started to backstab each other..
this is bad ok
then i kept having nightmares and i'll always end up in tears
then today..
i was really down
it turn out that the jerk juz wanna forget me
i was sad and hurt
but lucky me,
i was really strong..
i mean who cares..
he's at lost..not me
so yana..
no more army boy..
he's just a dumb ass
ok enuf bad luck
last tuesday Hantu Kacang brought me to a jewellery shop..
and mayb this sat..i'm gonna get myself a ring...
so...
~ **** EnUF sAiD ****~ 10:05 PM
Saturday, April 21, 2007
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oh yea..
now i'm squatting on the stool..
there are 2 freakin big cockroach in my sis room!
i dunno how long i can stay like this..
one is at the door and the other one is under my stool
oh man i hate it ok..
i cant move
they seem to be everywhere..
ok thats not the onli thing that freaks me out today
there's this group of guys frm tamp junior college who apparently wanted to collect old recyclable stuff and it turn out to be a disaster..
he peeked through my window
when i didnt ans the door..
oh man i was wearing my mini towel onli lah
he was shocked
and i was damn shocked too lah..
then he gave me this weird smile..
dats why i realli disapprove my dad to buy tis house..
i dun like to stay along the corridor..
and not only dat..there's dis one man opp my block
he kept peepin from his block can
sick man!
den rite, today i woke up xtra early coz sumbody wanna go out wit me la
but he cancelled it last min!
i oredi go to the bathroom u noe
if i noe, i juz continue sleepin!
had a late nite yesterday tau
i slept ard 4am
hate my saturday!
lets see wat else happen after dis..
mayb the two cockroaches will eat me alive..
who knows..
weird things happening around the house lately..
~ **** EnUF sAiD ****~ 10:45 AM